In my search for a life worth living I can point to a significant change in how I live. Before I was almost exclusively a consumer. I bought and used things which kept my interest and distracted me from what was important in my life. Games, TV etc. Yet the past three years have been […]
Some art experiments #1
Just playing around with paint on a surface. No idea what I’m trying to create. I point our a few of my mistakes and what I learned. Melon thing Started by trying a strawberry! Became much bigger more like melon.Like the hot cold of red and green, like the muted background. Simple Landscape I tried […]
My sensitivity vs my idealism
Yet more death in France due to terrorists. The communist party in china is using the internet to kep its grip on the country. Preventing free speech, criticism and promoting it own ideas. This is just a little of the bad news that I woke up to today. There’s more, there’s always more. I shouldn’t […]
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
What’s happening?!! I’m in tears here. Trembling all over, gasping for breath. I can’t stop it. What’s going on!? It feels both incredible and terrible. It feels like I’m dying as if I’m in a storm. Emotions course through me. I think I’m going to burst. I want to laugh out loud now. I feel […]
Blogging is depressing
I hate to say it. But my efforts to be a success have made me more miserable. The more I learn about blogging, the less I want to do. So much advice constantly leaves me feeling that I’m just not that good, that I’m not trying hard enough. What is with bloggers who blog about […]
Where am I going with this? Musings over writing and business
For the past few weeks I have been racked with worry about where my business is going. I have been asking myself questions about my life and business. What exactly am I trying to do? What is my business for? What’s the purpose of my business, my life? I have looked at many sources on […]